What would the world be like if women stopped obsessing about weight? Would we have a cure for cancer? Would we finally have a women President? Who knows? It’s true though, that a lot of brain power (and money!) is being wasted over women’s inability to feed themselves according to their body’s natural cues. We spend too much time obsessing over calories and carefully constructing meal plans. I’ve realized it’s really an issue of trust. Do you really need something external like the newest diet fad or calorie controlled meal plans to tell you how to eat?
Who knows what fuel your body needs than your body itself? We need to learn to trust ourselves to eat whatever our body craves and to stop eating when our body tells us it’s full. I had a lot of trouble with this when I first started recovery. I thought that if I allowed myself to eat whatever I desired that there would be an extreme shortage of chocolate and ice cream and that in a short amount of time I’d be humongous. None of that happened though. Here I am, eating everything I want…ice cream, apples, chocolate, spinach…the healthy and the “unhealthy.” All foods you love can have a place in your life.
The problem with externalizing your eating is that it gives food a desirable charge. All of a sudden, chocolate cake is VERY appealing for the simple reason that it is not allowed on your diet. If however, you allow yourself to have chocolate cake whenever you want, the charge is no longer present, and chocolate cake doesn’t seem quite so powerful. Sure if you’ve been externalizing your eating habits for a long time, trusting yourself may seem hard. At first, you may eat ONLY the foods that you’ve previously restricted. That’s exactly what happened to me. For about three days I lived on ice cream and pie. By day four though, my body CRAVED leafy greens and whole grains. All of a sudden, ice cream and pie no longer had control over me. Dessert wasn’t so desirable once I knew I could have it whenever I wanted. Whether you’re underweight, overweight, or a yo-yo dieter, you can achieve your healthy weight (notice I say “your healthy weight” because not everyone’s healthy weight is the same, and unlike the diet industry would like us to believe, most people’s healthy weight is NOT at a size zero) and stay there with no effort or brainpower whatsoever if you just trust yourself and listen to your body.
So, now that you trust yourself around food (and even big batches of cookies) you can go make these delicious homemade Cheez-Its I was fortunate enough to make today. I seriously LOVE Cheez-Its. It’s strange. I don’t really like chips all that much but I love crackers like wheat thins, graham crackers, and Cheez-Its. Making your favorite snacks such as Cheez-Its is healthier because they aren’t processed and don’t contain preservatives. Plus, you have complete control of what goes into them. You could make whole wheat Cheez-It’s. You could mix your favorite cheeses and make a flavor combination that’s not available in stores. The sky’s the limit when you’re baking your own snacks!
Homemade Cheez-Its
adapted from http://www.inkatrinaskitchen.com
8. Move crackers to a cooling rack. Makes about 7 dozen crackers.
XOXO,
Jamie



I just found you blog while googleing recipes (not for cheeze-it’s but something else)— and I can’t wait to try this out!
Love the post! I am regaining my “inner” off to food that dwells in my thoughts. I have lost 26 pounds so far, and I am trying new recipes! I will try this next! I cooked squash in my skillet with low sodium butter, black pepper, salt, and a chicken bouillon cube
It was really good and so simple.
I completely agree with your “externalising restricted food” viewpoint. It’s the same with me, still, although I’ve been trying hard to recover. I’ve learnt to allow myself to eat certain kinds of food in small amounts, like, say, ice cream or pastries. Yet, I do hold a fear of confronting these “unhealthy” food being laid out in front of my eyes in huge amounts, like at parties. It kind of takes away the freedom of being able to enjoy my social life to the maximum extent. I think it’s amazing how you overcame that; I really hope I can get there too someday.
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